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June 11 2000 - I have decided to end all updates to this site although I will leave it up as a reminder for my kids who enjoy poetry, Pooh Bear and the sea. The reason behind it is at the time I was dating a girl for awhile and she ended up burning me big time. I loved her and she broke my heart so all my friends know.
I took her in because they were abusing her or her family rather. Well she was very insecure and not mentally stable so she got scared of her families threats went back home. Months prior to this I was being harassed by the family including this site. I had to almost get a restraining order and I felt that I would not give her any more satisfaction. So I am threw with this site perhaps for good who knows.
I do not even want her to know I am alive because I want to make her wonder for the rest of her life I mean imagine taking in a stranger only to have her family cause drama. At this time for a year or two my marriage is currently suffering. My spouse is always partying at bars drinking coming home the next day got involved with somebody else I knew about it but she was not around with the kids or I sometimes days at a time. I ate dinner alone did everything alone so now and then I had a gf to fill my lonely time which she was okay with but then again I use to let my spouse party all night it just hurts me she comes home drinking.
We conceived a child and she got abusive about it arguing about it because it happened during the time of seeing someone so perhaps she felt this was another thing to tie our marriage down. It hurts so bad right now knowing that she is upset over another baby which was conceived the night of a Xmas party kind of a special baby. She said a lot of hurtful things I questioned who the father was one thing led to another she claimed this I claimed that we separated and I was left home with both children not knowing if she is alive or ran away or what. It hurts bad and that is why I will leave this page as is because it was made for my kids and for all those wonderful penpals I have mad.
March 12 2004 - I am back because I wanted to at least post a memorial for my friend Robert Carr who passed away from walking next to me and getting hit by a lady who was drunk driving in East Aurora. I will leave this page like it is only came to say my friend you will be missed and loved. I no longer operate this site and at least now that my spouse seen my hurt we have worked a lot out. I am almost sure my ex girlfriend no longer reads this site but I do not want to draw in the psychopath afterall even after me abandoning the page I got an email saying Rick give me another chance NOPE forget it. I went through a lot of shit with two women my exgf and a wife that had a drinking problem. She wanted to live it up back when we first got married it was something we had to work past.
March 2005: Final Update someone found this site and since it was designed in the 1999 time It was made a few years after I graduated from School. So it was a different time in my life brand new dad...in the 1990's...young....was running my own hockey team....worked a lot of hours on and off etc.
Recently due to my friends death which some blame me for I received a harassment letter from some guy who calls himself EAJayman and a SWalvesCov@ netscape.com This person claims he is from East Aurora and has attacked my kids, made threats, and other things. I am not in the state of NY hence why I am posting this information. This man makes claim to hurt my family he sounds weird bringing up my friends death telling me to pay him because he accused me of vandalizing grave stones. He claims to be from this site but had no information about him http://www.strangeusa.com/ViewProfile.aspx?user=swalescov maybe somebody knows him from the Goodleburg Cemetery area??? He told me to forward his information to my members in case they had questions about trespassing and penalties.
Another strange man came into place somebody by the name Guy Pettingill which some stranger on my Buffalo list gave me who runs the oddempire.org & Blackfish talking about my kids like he is some pervert. He asked their ages and wanted to know where I lived. He sounded very perverse. He scared my spouse at that time and she sent him a letter to cease and desist. He has been lately writing personal friends and stalking my wife the guy sounds strange like this old pervert on the Internet.
Then finally another psycho contacted me who claimed he was a member of UER named Mike Dijital later found out his name was Turcotte king of Urban Explorers. Then someone told me privately that Mike runs a hidden group called Deggi5 which had a special Rick section all about my children, molestation, rape, sexual content, my life, my address and phone number. Some of them called me to tell me Mike was involved. Mike I know is pretending to be my friend and I know he is taking information or rather stalking all my profiles. A few turned him in sent me screen shots of everything going down in the forum. At that time I was getting all sorts of hate mails things making fun of my son, sexual insulting emails about my kids and other sick things I do not want to talk about. A few told me it was Mike doing it because he finds it fun I find it SICK.
So it looks like all the nice things I do people take for granted such as my new homepage at geocities.com/knightangellove check it out it has all our new photos of my family and my new life. NY was getting stuffy the bad storms, my friends death, boring etc I like Florida its exciting lots to do fishing is better and my spouse is getting along more with me.
Since I have a new homepage I will no longer update this one this page was done at a different time in my life I was young and at the time I had penpals and quite a few friends who just enjoyed the funnies, angels, vampires and paranormal. I was just a bored kid back then learning how to do html friends of mine would right me and look for new poems. I wanted to share that part of me with others.
I have plans to remove this page off all my yahoo profiles before Mike, Jayman & Odd Emperor find it out advertising it on some hate sites I found. If I do not update or I abandoned it then chances are it will be left alone as with my other sites I constantly update. These guys are sick Jayman signed my guestbook claims he is a chairman of S. Wales near East Aurora, Mike is from dijitalphotography.com near Boston Massachusetts and Odd is from Tampa Bay. I am sorry for those browsing. For safety I cannot post anymore. I swear on my sons these guys are obsessed with me it seems.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,and I'm not there to see;If the sun should rise and find your eyes,all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,the way you did today,while thinking of the many thingswe didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,as much as I love you,and each time that you think of me,I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,please try to understand,that an angel came and called my name,and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,in heaven far above,and that I'd have to leave behindall those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,a tear fell from my eye,for all my life, I'd always thought,I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,and so much yet to do.It seemed almost impossible,that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,the good ones and the bad,I thought of all the love we shared,and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,just even for a while,I'd say good-bye and kiss you,and maybe see you smile.
But then I finally realized,that this could never be,for emptiness and memories,would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,I might miss come tomorrow,I thought of you, and when I did,my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,I felt so much at home.When God looked down and smiled at me,from His great golden throne.
He said, This is eternity,and all I've promised you.Today for life on earth is past,but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,but today will always last,and since each day's the same day,there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,so trusting and so true.Though there were times you did some things,you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgivenand now at last you are free.So won't you take my hand,and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,don't think we are far apart,for every time you think of me,I'm right here, in your heart.
IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last timethat I'd see you fall asleep,I would tuck you in more tightlyand pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last timethat I see you walk out the door,I would give you a hug and kissand call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last timeI'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,I would video tape each action and word,so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,I could spare an extra minute or twoto stop and say "I love you,"instead of assuming you would KNOW I do
If I knew it would be the last timeI would be there to share your day,well I'm sure you'll have so many more,so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrowto make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chanceto make everything right.
There will always be another dayto say our "I love you's",And certainly there's another chanceto say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong,and today is all I get,I'd like to say how much I love youand I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike,And today may be the last chanceyou get to hold your loved one tight
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,why not do it today?For if tomorrow never comes,you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra timefor a smile, a hug, or a kissand you were too busy to grant someone,what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,and whisper in their ear,that you love them very much andyou'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me,""thank you," or "its okay".And if tomorrow never comes,you'll have no regrets about today.
 
Up Above is an applet you will see a few of these on your journey through my pages if your browser supports applets give it time to load. On this one you will see its raining faster and faster. I have a variety of kinds I put in my pages just for YOU:)If they do not work its probably the site because I been having problems with it lately but they are very pretty.
A LITTLE ABOUT ME:
WELL LADIES I GUESS YOU HAVE EEVIN AND EMILY TO THANK BECAUSE SHE ABANDONED ME AND SO I GUESS IT WILL BE UP TO YOU IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN WINNING MY HEART IT WONT BE EASY TRUST ME I AM VERY SENSITIVE, FIND IT HARD TO TRUST, SCARED RIGHT NOW, AND I CAN BE STUBBORN. IF AN ANGEL IS OUT THERE PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE? I JUST WANTED TO BE TREATED RIGHT FOR ONCE. WELL SHE IS OUT THERE AND I FOUND HER THANK YOU BABY FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE AND SAVING ME MY ANGEL EMILY YOU ARE THE BEST YOU WONT MY HEART, MY BODY AND SPIRIT. *If graphics do not show please try reloading page once or twice seeing these pages are high intensified and made for browsers 3.0 and maximize each page for full affects.I'm a 25 year old Man,6'2,brown/gold eyes,170lbs,brown hair with Red streaks and im mainly Italian with polish and german mix. My birthday was May 28th. I wear contacts or glasses. I live in Buffalo NY in a 3bedroom home now and yes I sleep alone so I would say it can get lonely at night. I'm very athletic,compassionate,sensitive,affectionate and openminded. I been told i have very nice eyes, soft hands, and a gentleness that women like. I am extremely sensitive also because i been hurt all my life badly so i hope that someone will accept me as a package. I am tired of be used, lied to, played and taken advantage to most women all im good for a string along. People dont realize im just lonely, sad, I really dont have anyone that loves me in life. I do hope that I will die sometime soon so that I will be at peace I know it sounds dumb to you but I have such emotions. I do not do drugs, nor smoke and sometimes i enjoy a good beer once a month. I have been hurt terribly recently and so I also created a sorrow page to express that as well. Some turn ons of mine is a cute smile,nice eyes, homecooked meals, and seeing a woman that likes to dress sexy for me. My fav. colors are red and black and my favorate holiday is Halloween which I will have 2 halloween pages in dedication to it. I have a baby boy he is a 2yrs old and i have a 3 yr old stepson I do love kids. Even im a big kid I love to play with children as much as i can. Someday i would like to have a daughter if not more. I will warn you ahead of time i tend to have a very naughty sense of humor i think alot like howard stern thinks haha but my personality is alot like fox mulder i tend to analyze the unknown. I am a very goodhearted man with alot to offer i am just sad and tired of being hurt in this world if only people walked in my shoes. As of now I am currently unhappily married more like seperated but live with spouse so im being straight up front no games if you ask i will explain and no it will not stop me from dating,romance,or even love:) and I really dont have to be discreet. So please dont go hound on this. She knows I am looking. I am tired of emails, messages by women lecturing me, or women just trying to play games with me because its fun, If your serious you will show me... and Yes you can see me, yes you can feel me, yes I will touch your heart if you let me. Also currently right now im a homemaker I can cook, Clean and do all them things:). I am not a rich man but i can create home coziness and can be a good friend, lover, lovemaker, and companion. I do not work because i get pretty bad head pains and back pains so i am trying to lay off of the stress yes i can still do alot of things it doesnt interferre. I enjoy the simple things in life going to the park, or staying home eating and watching movies. I enjoy to go for walk and looking at the stars and i have also many other interest to share. I dont consider myself a wild person maybe sexually a little bit with a special lady but its all good. I tend to be my own type of person i guess and that usually tends to scare others away but that is what makes me unique. Alot of people knock what they dont understand and often i am misunderstood:)I have a very light soul yet at the same time im mysterious as well. In these few pages you will have a chance to learn about me of course not everything:) Please take the time to visit every one of my pages and check out my links they are my favorates and some other open info on me. Well its not too surprising just that some people i guess get shocked by my openess I guess these days there is alot of people who are very hidden. There is a page of jokes, romance poetry and stories, of course my sexuality page, photos page, my essay question page, ect ect..... and of course through out the sight you will find all kind of links to suite your needs all the way from the paranormal, games, or some free naughty sites, romantic things etc. Plus throughout these 30 pages you get to learn a little about me here and there. I just added 9 pages recently and I fixed all the thumbnails so now if you want a picture on my site and its small click it and enlarge it and you can save my pictures or other things. I also switched and put some new music on each page check it out:)At the bottom of every page you will find a Crescendo music player:) so now you can save my midis for your own. Also recently I have added some applets to some pages, and I fixed the entry form on my sorrow page it REALLY WORKS FINALLY:)(((MAKE SURE you scroll LEFT to RIGHT at very TOP to get to all pages because of the red buttons.))) Here is my ICQ #45432656 or AIM me at AngeLLLVirtue if you want to chat. Also I can send voice messages online if you want to hear me sometime:)if not you can call me on the phone just ask I do not mind. Last of all i would like to say please no games be real Im a good man if you take time getting to know me which means no 2 minute chats or judging me based on my page or status. For my world is very lonely, dark, so cold and athough I am one of many come to thee and Thy shall embrace for Love has no boundries the light within will grow eternally strong. I sit night after night, sunset after sunrise, waiting,perching like an angel,hoping, dreaming of you but you are'nt coming Two people can unite at any distance and be together. I just am tired of meeting women that promise me so much and take it away or abandon me, or lie, or are into men with money ect ect....I am tired of meeting selfish women that sleep around, that think that a man has to break there walls down. To be loved you have to give love I only know love and I can show it. I am hoping from this page i will find that special intamacy or my soulmate. I feel that if i do not find it soon that im going to wither away. I am dying of heartbreak very slowly each day and soon there may be nothing left:( Another thing I notice maybe its just me but it seems like all these guys around my area are doing threesomes with bifems and I seem to be the only one that no woman wants to give one to me im left out I been trying to figure out as to why I wouldnt deserve that after all im openminded, affectionate and a woman would have every inch of me. I feel I deserve for once something we only live once. This page is me its my soul its my creativity is shows the warmth, the humor, the love, the depth i have and in person there can be so much more. So please look through my site to learn more thank you. Also dont forget to sign my guestbook at the very bottom of the page thank you. To get to my other pages click the buttons on top and on this page the very bottom also. (please give each page around 2 min to fully load from top to bottom because i have things past the guestbook on every page as well.:)
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The picture to the left was taken 1.3yr ago im holding my stepson on my lap and my old son is to the right of me. The one to the right was taken about 5 yrs ago not much has changed since then except that i sometimes wear contacts and you cant see my tail but its past my shoulders. Sorry that the picture is blurry its the best i can do for now so hold out for me or go to photo albums #1 and #2 to see more of me:)
 
WHAT IM IN SEARCH OF:
Im looking for A Straight or Bifem between 18-36 yrs of age. A submissive lady im finding more and more attractive. I am seeking my little angel in this cold lonely world can you help me? Someone who is interested in a LTR or a openminded romantic friendship. Im iso a lady who is honest, Gentle, Feminine, Openminded, Romantic, Caring, sweet, and likes kids. I like a warm gentle heart someone who understands sensitivity and the heart. If you are tempermental, sleep around, play games,party to hard, or are gonna judge me and not get to know me for me dont bother. I dont have time for selfcentered,rude,or selfish women i dont mean to sound cold but i have shed to many tears in this life to want anymore. I am tired of meeting women that try to impress me my bragging but cant back up there words if your on a revenge spree to hurt me for what someone else did to you hurt someone who deserves it not ME. I am so tired of people talking words and no actions ever here the saying actions speak louder then words dont say you will love me and your this awesome girl show me you are please if you do I will always be in Debt to you. I really adore a noble woman one that keeps her word and has the heart to go with her beauty. I like gentleness someone to mend my wounds my heart my soul I dont like bitterness you will lose me that way open up your heart and you will be rewarded dont call me rick, pet names get my attention easier hehe:) I like lady that is gonna be my best friend,lover,companion and my little sexy:). I am almost living in a house now and well my wife lives with me but we have our own lives and my room is gonna be empty any volunteers wanna curl up at night next to me and cuddle? I want a woman that enjoys the simple things in life like renting movies cuddling, looking at the stars kissing,going fishing and on a picnic,staying home making passionate love. I like a woman also that can be feminine and someone who is not afraid to wear high heels, short skirts, or something sexy for me. I am not superficial but i do like a nice personality, nice eyes, cute smile, cute feet and of course anything else is a bonus. Oh and love long straight hair to hehe:)I also want a woman that will take what I have to offer. I want someone who wants security in the heart, to accept all my sweet affections like emails, letters, lots of hugs. I want to be able to provide love, affection, friendship, companionship and protection. I want a girl who needs that. If your a lady that has been hurt alot I would like to be the one to Mend your heart, heal your wounds your soul hopefully Romance you and make you feel special and Share one another. You can look at me as your mentor, your master, your knight or your angel do not hesitate for I can read through souls and I shall know if you are true by words alone. Do not fear to kneel on your knees before me and ask for thy love. I am very empathetic and I do expect the same its important to understand the hurt in our hearts so we can grow each day and fill them with joy. So Go to my other pages to find out what i like:) You can take my hand fear not for Thy Angel is Watching over you!!
MY INTEREST AND HOBBIES:
Long walks
Reading
Cooking now and then
Playing sports and hockey
Buffalo Sabres and Bills
Fishing and picnics
Vegetable Gardening
Video Games
Making love, romance, passion
Collecting erotic art and photography pics
The paranormal (ghosts) (ufology)
Horror and Action Movies
Stargazing
Carnivals
Stargazing
Looking at cute blonds and asians:)
Listening to new age, gothic, 80s, oldies music
The Current Time is:
I am gonna post on one of my pages very soon a world clock so that way no matter what country your from you can tell what time it is when browsing my pages although this clock will tell your current time:)
 
Some nice links
Greeting Cards on WWWOne of the Best Greeting Card sights on the Web for all occasions
Laughing LynxIf you need a laugh just go here!Bangkok Dolphins TestsVarious quizes about love, romance, etc.Adam's Romance PagesVarious romance type of things.The Buffalo NewsNewspaper online good for locals.NHL CBSAll the NHL info you need if your a hockey fan.Check your purity levelAlways wanted to know how pure you are well you will find out here.Sites that do fun stuffAll kinds of links to fun little games on the web.Gist TV listingsYes this is your local tv guide.Laces Fun stuff to do pagesall i can say is the word fun. FORTUNE CITYCheck out the link to get your own 20MB of free webspace
  
 
CRY LITTLE SISTER
Last fire will rise, behind those eyes Black house will rock, blind boys don't lieImmortal Fear, that voice so clear Through broken walls, that scream I hear
Cry little sisterThou shall not fall Come, come to your brother Thou shall not dieUnchain me sister Thou shall not Fear Love is with your brother Thou shall not kill
Blue Masquerade, strangers look on When will they learn, this lonelyness Temptation heat, beats like a drum Deep in your veins
I will not Lie, little sisterThou shall not fall Come, come to your brother Thou shall not dieUnchain me sister Thou shall not Fear Love is with your brother Thou shall not kill
My shangra-la, I can't forget Why you were mine, I need you now
Cry little sisterThou shall not fall Come, come to your brother Thou shall not dieUnchain me sister Thou shall not Fear Love is with your brother Thou shall not kill
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